I'm reaching out
Trying to find a piece in me
But all I found
Was just someone who just wants to be
You say good things
You always wanna set me free
All I want, I just want your company
When I throw it all away
And start over again
I think I'm done
Trying to make it always seem
Just for fun
Until you start to feel the ned
And you blame yourself
But no one cares how much you bleed
And you lose yourself
In a person that you wanna be
When I throw it all away
And start over again
All the strength and restraint
Pass by me
Lost myself to the way I let it define me
I thought it'd fill this hole inside of me
Just like a newborn soul inside of me
When I throw it all away
When I throw it all away
Shouldn't of been looking for salvation in all the wrong places
And you pretend to pass the torch in a broken system
I'm gonna throw it all away
I'm gonna start all over again
(Just to throw it all away)
Again
So I can throw it all away
All the strength and restraint
Pass by me
Lost myself to the way I let it define me
I thought it'd fill this hole inside of me
Just like a newborn soul inside of me
credits
from Portal,
released June 20, 2020
Music, lyrics, performance, and production by Mathew Lim
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